Pixels and Thoughts

Love is like a butterfly
As soft and gentle as a sigh
The multicolored moods of love are like its satin wings
Love makes your heart feel strange inside
It flutters like soft wings in flight
Love is like a butterfly, a rare and gentle thing

I feel it when you’re with me
It happens when you kiss me
That rare and gentle feeling that I feel inside
Your touch is soft and gentle
Your kiss is warm and tender
Whenever I am with you I think of butterflies

Love is like a butterfly
The multicolored moods of love are like its satin wings
Love makes your heart feel strange inside
It flutters like soft wings in flight
Love is like a butterfly, a rare and gentle thing

Your laughter brings me sunshine
Everyday is spring time
And I am only happy when you are by my side
How precious is this love we share
How very precious, sweet and rare
Together we belong like daffodils and butterflies

Love is like a butterfly
As soft and gentle as a sigh
The multicolored moods of love are like its satin wings
Love makes your heart feel strange inside
It flutters like soft wings in flight
Love is like a butterfly, a rare and gentle thing

Love is like a butterfly, a rare and gentle thing

Its been a while since I’ve written.  A lot is going on.  I’m having a bit of a rough time…  I’m certainly going to miss my Angel.  I’m also going to miss my friends.  I really don’t want to leave.  I want to stay here and stay with Angel.  He’s been more than my boyfriend.  He’s been my closest friend and companion.  We do most things together. I will certainly miss him when I’m gone.  I wish I could just take him with me.

Finals are just around the corner and I’m trying really hard to keep up with everything thats going on.  I have so much work that needs to be done and its just not going quickly enough for me.  Things seem to keep piling up on me to the point that I feel ready to break.

I also am in the process of revamping my website.  That will just have to wait til this summer though I suppose.  I hope I don’t hit my breaking point before finals are up. I just need a little tiem to rest.

I went to the Metropolitan Museum of Art today.  This was quite possibly one of the most amazing days of my life.   On first sight, realizing that if I stood there too long I’d probably cry, we passed by “The Lovers” by Marc Chagall relatively quickly.  Later, before we moved on to the ancient egypt section Laura and I went back to take a picture of the painting.  Then, I sat down and just stared at it.  It was at this point that it hit me I was staring at a REAL Marc Chagall painting, who, as those of you that know me know…  He has been my largest inspiration since I found out who he was.   Everything I did in high school was inspired by his works.

Here is the painting for those of you that do not know it.

It was so amazing to sit there and look at the painting.  Most of the other paintings there you could look and you could see the brush strokes.  His work looks just as smooth in the picture as it did on canvas.  I think I will probably never stop being amazed at his work.  It’s simply amazing.  His lines, his colors, his shades, his imagination…  One of the other girls there today said that I’m so emotional.  I suppose she’s right.  I think it’s just that I allow myself to be affected by things like this. To me, to not feel things when you stare at a painting by what has always been your largest inspiration and feel nothing…  I’d have trouble considering myself an artist.  When something is sad, I feel its sadness.  When something is happy, I feel its happiness.  I don’t think there’s anythign wrong with that.  I think it actually helps me as an artist.

I also got to see a huge collection of ancient egyptian artifacts today.  It was so amazing to see all of these statues, scrolls, sarcophagi that have survived not just the centuries but for thousands of years.  While we were there some idiot jumped into the reflecting pool outside the temple.  -_- How disrespectful…

At any rate i’ll call it a night now.

Hmm ok so I haven’t posted anything productive in a while so here goes.

The new semester starts on Tuesday. I will be taking the following classes:
1.) Computer Graphics II- InDesign/Typography
2.) Computer Graphics III-Illustratior/Photoshop/Illustration/Vectors
3.) History: WWI - Present
4.) Planet Auschwitz: Moral Challenge: This is my Senior class
5.) Introduction to the Study of Literature

Last semester’s classes included:
1.) College Algebra : A-
2.) Introduction to Graphic Design: A
3.) Two Dimensional Design: A
4.) English 101: Writing the College Essay: A
5.) Basic Themes in Theology: A
6.) FYE: Pass
Overall GPA: 3.92 Curse you college algebra! I still made dean’s list though!

It’s nice to be back in New Jersey. A big thanks to Sonix for fixing my computer. (I did pay him well for the efforts in baked goods.) I made angel and sonix both brownies, fudge, and cookies. I got to see a nice snow while we were at sonix house also

I truly missed Angel while i was away in the sunny sunny south. I was so bored without him. Summer break is gonna blow -_-

OK now… moar important news. After a phenomenal Dynamis-Beaucedine (spelling?) run tonight which left us with no less than 9 AF’s, I finally got one of those things I honestly thought I’d never have. A big thanks goes out to Poisoned Linkshell for my shiny new Cleric’s Briault!

1.) Quit smoking- check! (yay) it might have taken me eight years of making this resolution but hey! i did it!

2.) Lose 50lbs. Ok I gained some back when I quit smoking but I did lose 50 lbs this year.  The initial resolution was 20 to keep off and I did do that.

3.) Go to school. (check) yay!

4.) Learn to take care of myself. Still working on it but hell 3/4 aren’t bad especially when 3 of them are huge huge improvements.

This years new years resolutions

1.) Do not start smoking again.

2.) Lose 20 lbs and keep it off.

3.)  Make A’s in school.

4.) Find a better job over the summer.

Not much just a quick update. GPA at the end of midterms is a 4.0.  Next semester I’m taking a 400 level course and next year I’ll start taking honors courses.  My advisor seems to think i’m doing quite wsell.  Also haven’t touched a cigarette since I quit! Yay me!  The ls is same as ever and I’m still playing FFXI.  Also playing WoW a bit now with a friend from school.  All in all I’m enjoying campus life.  Most of the freshman here seem to hate it but it’s not that bad. 

Thats it for tonight. i’ts late.

ok so i don’t so much have anything to say that this picture won’t sum up.

Life is going well. My grades are top marks (yay me). I fell back into the general routine of being a student so well it’s almost scary. Not tooo terribly much going on really. Angel’s parents finally met me. That went well

I got three packages today in the mail. <3 packages. One had clothes and some new decorations for my room (yay mommy). The other had a quilt, and a lot of supplies/food stuffs (from dad). I <3 mail. Mail makes me happy At any rate it was nice of my parents to return my belongings and/or send me moar stuff Food is always appreciated

On a different note…  http://euphidime.com/
This is apparently a list of all people who have purchased ffxiapp.  See  http://www.ffxi-app.com/
The drama and problems this will cause for all linkshells across every server is going to be nothing short of disgusting.  I hate Taj.  People have gone from I love Taj to I hate Taj to I love Taj again.  First he hacks ff wiki to expose the truth about why wiki was sold and for how much, when many people donated to ff wiki.  BG responded and made a wiki.  This is certainly awesome.  Then Taj hacks some accounts because one person in the ls was buying gil.  So.. every account in said ls gets sent to random server.  (bad taj) Now he has hacked the code for FFXI-App and discovered a loooong list of people that paid for ffxi-app.  WHO FUCKING CARES… we already knew mercury botted.  The fact that everybody knows for sure makes a difference somehow? no.  we knew for sure already, or at least had a 99% educated guess.  so yes… I’m Anti-Taj…   For me, exposing the wrongdoing of the FF community is fine.  But attacking people that atually did nothing wrong because one of their members bought/buys gil…  GTFO…. seriously… Grow up taj.  Kira is justice? my ass…  Drama queen.

Yay Herald’s Gaiters!

A huge thank you to my linkshell, Poisoned for the Herald’s Gaiters.  For me this was kind of one of those items I thought I’d never have I’m so excited!  Zooooooming all over the place XD